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Monday, January 28, 2013
the inexplainable This week is gonna be really busy. Gonna focus on just getting through one day at a time. Sighs. And yeahhhh I don't know why I acted the way I did just now. I shouldnt have been so quick to put the person down. Idk. People have their reasons right and so what if they don't either. I myself have difficulties explaining some of my actions and likes or dislikes or whatever. Siannn. Okayy dahh need to study and be more humble. Hmmm. Wednesday, January 23, 2013
I don't get it. Maybe I'm trying too hard to be a good friend. Maybe secretly everyone is laughing at me behind my back. Saying this girl is trying too hard, she's faking to be nice. But wtf, I just want to be a nice and good person okay. I have my own opinions too, I can be mean at times but the thing is i choose to be nice. And this kind of things happen. What does my friendship mean to you. I honestly dk. So you want me to be mean now, sure, watch me. Wednesday, January 16, 2013
grades I know that grades are not the most important thing is life but right now it feels that if I don't bring my grades up, my future is going to be ruined. I used to roll my eyes whenever someone cries or say their life is over when they fail something, but right now I feel that I screwed up shit my jc1 year and yes I'm still alive but I'm struggling and worrying all the time. Is that still being called living? I try to study but it just doesn't show in my marks and idk what is wrong with me. I used to be smart okay, good grades and all, but now I'm like last in class or something. Fml. Now, I feel like crying in every single chem lesson cos everyone makes it sound so easy when its freaking not. I hate this. Monday, January 14, 2013
ignoring game I hate this ignoring game. I know I purposely try not to see you in hopea that you would say hi first but you never did. And I kept on doing that hoping that one day you would say hi. But then it just got into this game where we would ignore each other and pretend that we're strangers until finally we really became strangers. Idk if it hurts you but it cuts me and I just wished that we could be as close as we were last time. Imy. |