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Friday, December 28, 2012
thinking Taiwan was fantasticunexpectedcoldbeautifulamazingtouchingwonderfulcrazynicereflectivetooshortshopping. Yeap, summed it up all there. :D
Anw, i have been thinking a lot lately (due to the long rides in the van in Taiwan.) Idk, i just felt that 2012 was so amazing. Sure there have been heartbreaks, disappointment, friends who became strangers, terrible grades and mental breakdowns sometimes, but i really think this year has been wonderful. I have seen myself growing up, being more mature, making decisions and having the courage to accept whatever consequences, laughing, smiling, letting loose, making new friends, having a crush (ohgawd), trying to find out who i am and it all feels so good. I had a lot of great moments in 2012 and i hope i can hold on and find strength in them for as long as possible. Hahaha, i can't resist, i feel like naming the top 10 greatest moments omg.
(in chronological order)
1. Cambodia trip
2. Orientation
3. Boarding formal dinner
4. MLDDS skit competiton
5. 17th birthday + funtasia
6. ARISTAL!!!
7. Becoming exco
8. TDC
9. HRC
10. YLTC
Yeap(: Moments like these made me realise how blessed i am.
For the coming 2013, i'm gonna make more of these moments. I know its gonna be crazy busy with syf and As. But i'm not gonna freak out, I'll try to take everything in stride. Remember all the lessons I've learnt in the past years.
And in 2013, no more waiting for things to happen, if i want them to happen i have to work for it and get them myself. I'm going to prioritise getting in NUS medicine. And that means i'm gonna do everything i can to get it, including working hard to get my grades up, buffing up my portfolio and cca and anything else.
I know that i don't have to make everyone like me, just the people that matter. I'm gonna make sure that the people that matter know that they matter to me. I'm gonna ignore whatever shit everyone else does. I'll try to stop judging and stop getting jealous so easily. Be closer to god. Stop caring what people think about me. Study harder. Do what I wanna do, no holding back. Insya allah.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
dream Oh fudge cakes, last night, I dreamt that some guy i know turned into an evil mastermind and it was up to me to make him good again. It was extremely weird but sweet and somehow, i can't get it out of my head. Why must some stupid dream screw up my routine when i was just starting it. Sighs. And i forgot how to do physics like i can't even do the homework. Rawr.
On a more happy side, my parents are back safe! :D And like i can't wait for Taiwan trip, i'm making it like geog-y to make up for not paying attention to geog these hols. Heehee~
Thursday, December 6, 2012
That terrible feeling is back again. That unexplainable laziness that makes me feel so damn empty inside. Nothing even interests me anymore like wts. |