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Thursday, May 7, 2009
mugging for myes i wanna die leh. Mugging is so horrible. I feel like i have done nothing for the myes. all the papers i have taken are all screwed up. I feel like i'm the only one not studying enough. Everytime i look at different people, they would all be studying so hardworkingly. esp hemaa. She's like freaking hardworking. If that does not get her her desired grades, then i seriously dunno wat will. i just know that i'm not going to get first in class anymore cos i've become stupid): and lazy): maybe hemaa or ritika or nivedhika or fanyuan can take first position. Of course i'll be sad but how can i expect good results when everybody around me is working so much more hardworking then me. I once asked my mother what she expected of me for this year and she said first in class. and i cried cos its really pressurising as she wants me to get first and nothing else, not even top three. last year was the only year that i got first in class and she expects me to continue being first in class. its not as if i'm a genius right?! if i was one, i would have gotten first in class for all the school years and would find everything easy but i dont so i'm not a genius and i'm not very smart. I have slackened and deproved. It was a once in a life time thing so dun base me on my results. i dun like it. okok, i shall go back to mugging and hoefully i would get satisfactory marks=> fat hope. )): |